While waiting, I have come up with some wishes my fairy could make come true : First and foremost comes the wish to be the best possible wife for my Thomas. I wish for him to feel loved and safe, and I want to have our little house all warm and welcoming for him... I am afraid that my other wishes are more self centered....I wish deeply to be able to play a concert at home in South Africa. I know which piece , and I already have quite a clear idea as to the dress I would wear, as well as the shoes. I have not actually seen a dress like I want, so I take it that it still has to be designed, which is maybe the reason for the concert not yet having been scheduled. I would also very much like to see some of my friends from old times in person again. As one of my friends likes to put it, there is quite some unfinished business around...
My next big wish is to be able to lead a very good orchestra, playing Richard Strauss' 4 Last Songs. Especially the solo in the third of these songs is calling to me, wanting to be played by me on my violin with its sparkly fine tuner :-)
On a more somber note, once I am called away from this world, I would wish for a friend of mine, who currently leads two notable orchestras in the UK, to play the Strauss song "Morgen" at the funeral. I don't think anyone could play it more perfectly, with exception of myself of course ;-)
And I would wish for a little financial boost so that we can have our house renovated by some firm....it would be a relief to Thomas' nerves if he did not need to do it with only me and the cat to help.
I have other, more intimate wishes too, but, should someone actually read this, I find it prudent to keep these to myself :-)
Well, there they are, my wishes sent out to the universe, and I remain hopeful that some fairy picks them up and sets to work on them.
I hope you all have a happy, magical day
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